Diary #5: after the reunion
deep sigh oh boy, this was a very long month for me, after the reunion that I had with my old flame Raphael (The hybrid vampire), i’ve been constantly, and I mean CONSTANTLY trying to distract myself As well as trying so hard to deny him, whether it’s making new medicine reading on apothecary stuff, picking different herbs, spending time with Claire to cheer her up especially during her break up with karma and hanging out with the drow name lynx; but The more I distract myself, the more flashbacks I had of him and that one night the day after my ceremony back in myst. A part of me wants to move on with my life and continue doing what I’m doing but then again, I’m starting to miss the him taking care of my garden and after seeing him, it’s blooming again 😭. Should I call him? 🤔
"Well obviously missing someone you were close with happens but didn't he also make you do bad things?" Harmony asked, while wishing she knew how to help more. "I did just get here a day ago."